hey
so....i have lived with john for almost a month now
so far we have gotten into about 4 fights
he has made me cry once but that was an accident
and we have had the best of time


its funny....
i thought i knew everything about him
but ts like everyday i wake up next to him and discover something new

and he is soooooo sweeet!
i woke up the other morning to look at the calender and he had written all over it
he wrot things like: "i love u today", "and this day too", "and im still loving u today"
it was so sweet i kinda teared up

we have even watched a sad movie together and cried in each others arms
ii cried more than he did
but still
what guy does that comfortably?

god i love him
im so excited to be with him and be here

so its true
we don't always get along and every once in awhile we ask ourselves if this is a mistake
but then we lok at each other and talk for hours and realize
that we would be nothing without the other

so just a tip of advice
if u really love someone
if u may want to marry them
live with them for awhile
cuz trust me
it can make ur relationship or break it

fortunately it made mine stonger
but like adults say:

love isn't always easy