hello all!
its been a while since ive been on...
ALOT of shit has happened...
how have u all been?
ive missed chatting.

to catch u up on the most intresting things in my life:

1. john and i will be celebrating our 1year and
2month on the 19th! woot woot! yay love!

2.i have gone to a terapist and she said that my drepression is the worst she has ever seen in a teen my age before and that its so bad that she cant help me for she wasnt trained to deal with such severe depression and so i will be seeing a new one this friday. yay mental issues! lets hope this one can help

3. i have recently discovered that i have about 7 friends at my school...its sad how people change.

4. i am debating night school. sounds great to me but my dad doesnt want me to go. looks like i might just HAVE to move out. o well. i dont like my house anyways. to much shit here.

5. and for the last little bit of my numbing life....i have realized that sequoyah is a piece of shit school. i suspected it was but i was comfermed of it this week. unfortunately there is nothing i ando about it.

so yay for a boring messed up life!
all who agrees that life sux let me get a woot woot!!
hell ya!

so anyways...
miss u
love u
and i promise to try and get on more.

later!