now living out of my trunk
god life can suck sometimes


...just bring the matchesscreaming again crying my silent tears when did i become invisible?...just bring the matches
one passionate kiss a loving hug just 5 minutes of your attention what does it take to ignite this flame again?
i ache for you dream of you long for our passion
we say we are married your ring's on my finger yet i feel as if we are roomates
please... kiss me love on me tell me that you long for me touch my body like you hunger for it
please want me again
pounds have been added stress surrounds us fights are so


the strom called lovegray skies black clouds the storm is coming but there is no ground to hold ontothe strom called love
one man sings
and the other marches and the last man is clueless to the beat
the man that sings made music for me to dance to he made the words hold me close and safe but he hasn't sang for years on end until now as he sings the clouds roll in
the man who marches he's a perfect soldier his grace and confidence overflow from within him i tried to march with this strong soldier man but i tripped and fell and hurt him so now he marches on my heart as it bre


family?family...... they are supposed to be the ones that are there for you right? from birth until death?family?
i wonder when exactly my family stopped seeing me as family...
was it the baby? when grandpa, our family untiter, died? when i moved out? the first or 2nd or 3rd or 4th or 5th or 6th time that DEFACS was called?
when did i become a stranger?
its rediculous the way they treat me when my mom was in the hospital no one told me which one or offered to take me to her when my grandpa was dieing.....no one told me the facts or when he went do


CatalystThis structure was not made well my hands lacked the skill though I had raw talent and inspiration The winds blew it away coldly, did you disappear from me and I was slow too slow to see and by the time I realized, you were already gone, gone, like grains of sand blowing away on the ocean breeze a breeze that wears me away carrying off my pieces I am eroding as does the rock face after centuries not dying not living a non-existence empty, meaningless The cold is making me so brittle and sad What was the catCatalyst


Like A KissThe blood on the floor... I smell the iron... A flood. I wished that it was once. I wished it so hard that I fell to pieces. All away and all apart, into little tiny bits. But I never really went apart. Not since he put me together. He never realized that he did though. My back is against the wall. The cold, tiled, wall. The tiles are a soft blue. The color of a whisper. A sigh pushes itself out of my lings and past my graying lips. I couldn't stand if I tried. So I don't. I don't try anymore. It's too hard for me to stand on my own, alone when the one supporting me is too strong to grasp. I am too strong tLike A Kiss


An Antisocial DispositionHearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable- Wizard of OzAn Antisocial Disposition
Chapter 1: An Antisocial Disposition
No, I said, for the last time, I will not. I shook my choppy black hair out of my eyes and continued on my way down the boardwalk. The sun was glaring at my back, I could just feel it. Chelsea Marks (also glaring) struggled (in vain) to keep up with me.
But, why? my best friend whined irritatingly. The winter formal is next Saturday and you still don't have a date! The winter formal? Translation: a dance held by the folk in our


Suspension"Don't obsess; it'll warp your mind." -CLAMP, "xxxHOLiC"Suspension
Chapter 2: School Days and Boyfriends
I yawned as my eyes opened to greet the bright dawn. I've always felt that morning is beautiful. Everything about it. The freshness of it, the dew, the quiet atmosphere, the crisp clean air... I glanced down at my purple comforter and grinned at it's plush fluffiness. I love my comforter. I am just in such a good mood today... Goddamnit! Ah, my precious brother Alec was awake. I thought I heard a thud coming from the other side of the wall of the adjoining room. He must have fallen out of
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Have you not heard of that madman who...cried incessantly: "I am looking for God! I am looking for God!...Where has God gone?" he cried. "We have killed him...How shall we, murderers of all murderers, console ourselves?" - excerpt from "The Joyous Wisdom"
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Have you not heard of that madman who...cried incessantly: "I am looking for God! I am looking for God!...Where has God gone?" he cried. "We have killed him...How shall we, murderers of all murderers, console ourselves?" - excerpt from "The Joyous Wisdom"
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Have you not heard of that madman who...cried incessantly: "I am looking for God! I am looking for God!...Where has God gone?" he cried. "We have killed him...How shall we, murderers of all murderers, console ourselves?" - excerpt from "The Joyous Wisdom"
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~There are only two tenses: Past and Present. Don't dwell on your past. Remember it, but don't let it effect your Present. Live in the Moment.
CARPE DIEM!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
[The remainder of this message I will continue to send on, but I don't think friendship, good or bad, can really be judged by "number of replies". ]
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend
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Live fully, Love truely, Laugh often, and Remember the past
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